The Never Ending Story

baltimore in t minus 14 days.
2 weeks.

10 more weeks until it would have been a year since my last post here.

for 2 years i have lived at 2205 Lower Mall, 1201-02
tomorrow, i say goodbye.
I go to live with Mike for 2 weeks before moving in with Sean and Asami.
I've prepared already.
Shows to re-watch.
Also downloaded both seasons of Rozen Maiden.

In December, I leave Vancouver forever.
It's the beginning of the end.

Procrastinating from the killing blow in this 15 page paper due tomorrow.

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３年B組み？？？？？？？？？

yeah, this is pretty much a dead end now.
I post in mixi which helps me with my Japanese more, and I do not have shit to say to you all.
If you want it, it's easy to message me.
One last big announcement before I sign off for good.

-> Lost season 3 is aight. Locke's back to old Locke so that's good.
-> Hey Heroes is awesome. Painter, cop, and politician are awesome, but super hiro is fuckin broke. needs to get nerfed.
-> Good ways to get blood out of clothing?
-> Midterm week was hell on earth.
-> Venture Brothers = best show on earth

Oh, yeah by the way I'm going to Japan for a month. (dec 10th - jan 6th currently)

schedules for the win

Monday/Friday: 9:00-11:00
Tuesday/Wednesday: 9:00-12:30, 14:00-15:30 (break - 12:30-14:00
Wednesday: Off :>

I just had a nice day. It rained (poured, really), I baked a cake, hung out with a friend, and watched three classic movies (Fast Times @ Ridegmont High, Caddyshack, and Night Shift) two of which I had never seen before.

During the day I had some beers (more than a few)

Tomorrow, I return to my home in Vancouver and my normal life.

I'm very, very much looking forward to it.

My life is awesome.

There's a lot of shit I have to do that I don't want to do. The difference between me two years ago and me now is that I've done most of that.

I didn't want to come back to Baltimore at all really, I was hoping my mom would come here but it was practically impossible and would have cost her a lot of money unless there was a way I could get her a room for free. Oddly enough, I actually did get a room for her but you know, this presented itself 5 days before I was scheduled to leave. Timing is everything. Even with everything coming to a head in the last four or five days, I had enough on my plate where I didn't want to walk away from everything in Vancouver. From getting my exercise/morning/weekly/study routine disrupted, inability to buy my next semesters books early as I like to, missing a chance to hang out with John/Annie/Tiffy at AE, the personal issues I left just hanging as if they were a dangling participle in the relationships of my life, not to mention the fact that I'll have two new roommates this year. I hope they don't think the Corona in there is a house welcoming present.

Frankly I'm walking back into a quagmire of things. I'm only here because I know my mother would kill me if I told her I wasn't coming home; she's done so much for me that until I graduate I still feel obligated to accede to her wishes in these things. Yet it's some of the things a left here - a more than shaky relationship with my father's side of the family, a mother's side that frankly makes me angrier than.. let's just say they make me angry. I have no car (so I'm stuck nowhere), no cell here, and friends who have jobs.

The whole meanwhile I have that huge dangling participle over my head just ready and waiting to drop; I know it's going to drop and it's going to drop hard. Whoever walks out from that we'll find out, but Sunday was a really good day that took a large amount of the edge off, and the past three days have dulled it slightly as well. If I didn't double check and find that my flight was at 8:30am and not 11:30 as I originally thought I might have had this taken care of.

Andrew's party was a mashup. I don't remember what I did for a large majority of it but I know some included delicious fruits, there was monopoly involved, shochu, me drinking someone else's beer and shochu for them, and screaming. I woke up at 11:30 (with a 12:30 meeting downtown) and a sore voice, missed calls, with a side of the worst hangover I've had in a looong time. I wish I had puked.

Korean food and beaches are good for what ales you.

Because she deserved it and is a threat to America, our great nation.

I'm so pissed off right now it's unbelievable. These last few days have been horrible. Really, really horrible. Renau told me it's probably because she's keeping me at a distance so we don't get to close since she's going back home in September and I'm going to Baltimore at the end of August, so I probably won't even be able to see her go. She puts that distance between us to try and not give ourselves the opportunity to see each other; but as it stands now with my summer courses, looking for a job, and everything else that is happening all at once we haven't had time to see each other. We get mad at each other because we don't see each other and we don't see each other because we are mad. I could spend the night at her place and mke things much easier (like Tuesday night when I have Wednesday off), do my homework while she is at work, and then I can spend time with her when she gets off. But because renau thinks she doesn't want to get close..

Regardless, I admit that the reason things started going down this slope was because I was talking to other people at the party. I'm still not clear even after talking to her about what she wants from me when we go out in public. When we are alone it's very nice and perfect - we are close, she lieks to hold hands, it's all very lovely. It's when we get into a group dynamic, even if it's with just Shaun and Eri/Yuko that she becomes a bit more distant and reluctant. When I pull her over to talk to her or cuddle she's very terse and cold.

I must say tho, she did play a pretty funny joke on me today thanks to Shaun and Yuko too. I was just so tired from studying for 5-6 hours and thinking about her so much that I really didn't get it until after the fact. But I texted her and it should give her a laugh :p

Last week Heartsdales won by over 130 plays lol



Unknown is Eason I think. 梶浦由記 is the producer for hack.sign OSTs.



This one is for Damien :>

Addition - one thing to NOT download

Namie Amuro's "Can't Eat Can't Sleep I'm Sick"
heard this on Utaban. I feel so bad for her because I like her TV personality, but god her music sucks. I can picture the black guy who helps her on this shit. "Oh yeah this is nice Namie, it's hot, this is what is hot in America right now." (thinks to himself) "Give me your money, dumbass."
The B side to the single isn't bad though. When she stops trying to be Jlo she sounds SO much better.

Additionally in this post I'd like to add that Canada sucks for not having fireworks at English bay on Saturday.
I also give a HEARTY boo to Canada again for not keeping their festival open past 6PM. What the hell, the Heritage Fair is run by people mostly older than 50 and it's open until 10.
Boo to ESPOT for not having BG3 keys >_<

Sorry can't let this post be all negative.

Big ups to torrent programs that let me choose what files I want to download.
Thank you to Aoi Sayaka for being funny as shit.

Never say I don't bestow wisdom on the people.

It's important to get get yourself on the Mr Lift bandwagon now. He's got a MySpace somewhere too.

Not into rap? Like a bit more pop-ish? mihimaru GT is the group for you! http://www.universal-music.co.jp/mihimaruGT/ - this group was a group the comedy team Downtown selected in 2005 to break into the Oricon top 10 charts this year, and guess what - they did with 気分上々↑↑ (Kibun JouJou).

Feel like you want to just sit back and rock out though? It's EXTREMELY IMPORTANT then that you download Shachi's album "Eagle Fly", featuring 孤高の花 (Kokou no Hana) and everything else by them EVER. http://www3.alpha-net.ne.jp/users/shachi/ But they even have an English site!! http://www3.alpha-net.ne.jp/users/shachi/en_index.html Why still read this? GET A MOVE ON!

Just for fun: Kishidan, FLOW, Shonan no Kaze, UVERworld, and new B'z and Road of Major, all of whom you can find on Jpopsuki's weekly Oricon chart torrent.

I just saw the Pillows for the second time in my life
They owned as usual.

More later? maybe.

ヒュオオオオオ

seriously what the fuck
i wish i never started reading hunterhunter
but its so good :

カウンターが遅いよな。。

Aoi Sora.
lol

next week i'm already 100% sure heartsdales is gonna own it

SWINGING NIPPON BITCHES

(i post this b/c i like them so much right now
and i'm probably buying sunglasses like his
the D&G ones.. they look sortas like this
http://www.sunglassesportal.com/detail.php?itemid=63495&rangeid=138

actually, if you go to the D&G website, they are the first model of the new line
i found a place that is selling them for 200, so i'm gonna buy that with my birthday money XD

I enjoy it when everything comes around full circle in many ways, when things work out for the best and the unexpected comes out of nowhere - even at my worst moments, I'm glad I have the opportunity to pick myself back up with the help of my friends. ^_^